Foolishly

"Sometimes, you just can’t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don’t know why. Not because you don’t know your purpose. Not because you don’t trust them. But because you can’t find the right words to make them understand." 

This is how I feel towards blogging here at Blogger (okay even at Tumblr or anywhere else or to anyone else currently) - not putting the words together right. All we ever need is some

I don't know why is it so hard to express what i'm feeling now. It is of all sorts. Seriously.

x I miss Miaowen so damn friggin' much! ): It is killing me one way or another knowing I could have met you on the 16th ); I call this "never-meet-up-withdrawal symptoms" & I'm suffering from it quite badly!!

x I miss Schw, Huishannie, Clarencecjd, Wonglr, WalterMelonWong & the rest of the gang (whut, left with Ian? HAHA)!! It is definitely NOT a holiday if I don't see them ):

x I miss Darl' V even though I just saw her last Thursday and hopefully this coming Sat!! :D :*

x I miss my gurlfrenzxsz SSQQ, Cheng, Ty, Jong, Jaime, Jy Amanda Pantat but will be seeing (some of) them on Sat to celebrate SSQQ's birthday @ Marina Barrage @ Night!

x I miss being in the same class as Yayah!! ): Even though we're in the same school, we haven't been bumping into one another at all ):

x I miss Tay & D!! IT IS D'S HOLS NOW & its the last june holidays she'll ever get why are we not meeting up?!?!?! okay deep down i really know why its just ranting-in-process!!

x Linkin Park has been a solace these days, idk why. \:

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There are more that i want to say, but as the blockquote says, i just can't find the right words. ):

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