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Monday, June 28, 2010
This too shall pass
This is a photo-less post.
I'm back here because I want to post words. My tumblr skin is a bitch Idk what did I change now my words are super light grey and I don't want to edit it every time i post. I think I even forgot about 30 day challenge. okay shall do it in a while.
So Saturday was Chenppp's attempt to win 2thousand$ at Novena's Velocity Urban Attack/Challenge & SSQQ's birthday celebration at Marina Barrage at night!
Went with Char-lot-teh only (Zan & T couldn't make it D:) and we had the best seats in da house yo! At the Kopitiam's window seats!! Talk about bird's eye view (Y) We were so eggcited for Chenppp that we even had a board for him hahahaha i think his friends were all teasing him lololol. Char & I killed time by playing cards, daidee/blackjack/indian poker/younameitweplayedit! Damn hilarious!! Char, you can trust me okay!! HAHAHA Then, when it was his turn, we both got really eggcitedddd!! I took vid & Char took peeks ^^ He was the fastest among all the peepz in front of him and most after him with 46.10secs!!! The thing is, if he won, he have to treat Char & I B&J's!! HEHEHEHEHE
Went to find him to congratulate him & got cake after that for SSQQ then we stayed on to watch finished the rest of the guys because it was left with the fastest people and it was really getting eggciting!!! We were disappointed at the end as the fastest people even got better timings than Cppp! ): But he still came in fourth!!!!! 4TH EH!!! Not bad not bad!!!! Join next year! Char & I are your number 1 fans HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA
Then I mrt-ed to Marina Bay and Tay got on at Raffles Place! She called me when she got on the train and then I realized we both are on the same train hahahah
Met da birthday girl, Jaime & Jong after Tay & I stared at these 3 girlies for some time wondering is it them or not cus one of them looked like sy!! :O hahahahha! Gave da the birthday girl her birthday present which is super epic-ly funny because of that particular photo I painstakingly picked to print it out, the one of SSQQ & MOKW we took during Mooncake Fest. last year in the midst of O's to play sparklers and light lanterns! Good times good times!!
So basically we just cam-whored/talked/flew kite(they did, i didn't) and then when the guys came they came with MATS & DRINKS & CUPS!! (THANK YOU JER FOR THE MATS!!!)
Then we played poker cards/flew some more kite until the kite string broke and it flew far far away ): SSQQ weren't there when the kite flew far far away, she went to get Pizza with Cheng! So Jong & Jaime went to get another kite so we can deco nicely again for da birthdaygurlz93 ^^
Ate pizza, star-shaped hash browns, chicken wings, garlic bread from PizzaHut (duh!)! There were tons of bugs flying around ugh!! Then this ant landed on the card board and I screamed KILL THE ANT JEREMY KILL THE ANT!!!!!!!! when Jer was so far away HAHAHAHAHA i didn't even realise I shouted his name!??!?!?!?! SSQQ was laughing so hard omg i fail -.-
We tried to play with sparklers too but then the security guard/policewoman warned us not to do it?? Said sth about us kena fine? I never knew we can't play with sparklers there? Oh well we played about 10 sticks (one person one stick hahahaha) IT WAS GOOD WELL IT LASTED ANYWAYZ!!!!
Then after that we played even more daidee while some flew kite and then we lighted the cake before da birthday gurl came back! So it was already lit-ted(?) up when she came back :D
Took tons of self-timer shots to get group shots! So awesome :D
Left about 11pm and we decided to all cabbed home since we can all share and then it was so late alr. I want to bitch about cab drivers but my batt is running low ): Anw the cab I called didn't come and thank god there was this cab that was available, phew!!!
Basically it was a lot of fun catching up with 4e2 peepz + Tay!!! LOVE YA ALL VERY MUCH XOXO!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SSQQ!! :D <3 Everything I want to say is in the long love letter heh heh heh heh :P
x x x
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Foolishly
"Sometimes, you just can’t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don’t know why. Not because you don’t know your purpose. Not because you don’t trust them. But because you can’t find the right words to make them understand."This is how I feel towards blogging here at Blogger (okay even at Tumblr or anywhere else or to anyone else currently) - not putting the words together right. All we ever need is some
I don't know why is it so hard to express what i'm feeling now. It is of all sorts. Seriously.
x I miss Miaowen so damn friggin' much! ): It is killing me one way or another knowing I could have met you on the 16th ); I call this "never-meet-up-withdrawal symptoms" & I'm suffering from it quite badly!!
x I miss Schw, Huishannie, Clarencecjd, Wonglr, WalterMelonWong & the rest of the gang (whut, left with Ian? HAHA)!! It is definitely NOT a holiday if I don't see them ):
x I miss Darl' V even though I just saw her last Thursday and hopefully this coming Sat!! :D :*
x I miss my gurlfrenzxsz SSQQ, Cheng, Ty, Jong, Jaime, Jy Amanda Pantat but will be seeing (some of) them on Sat to celebrate SSQQ's birthday @ Marina Barrage @ Night!
x I miss being in the same class as Yayah!! ): Even though we're in the same school, we haven't been bumping into one another at all ):
x I miss Tay & D!! IT IS D'S HOLS NOW & its the last june holidays she'll ever get why are we not meeting up?!?!?! okay deep down i really know why its just ranting-in-process!!
x Linkin Park has been a solace these days, idk why. \:
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There are more that i want to say, but as the blockquote says, i just can't find the right words. ):
x x x
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Tumblr
Let's just say I'm away on hiatus to dedicate all my time @ boycottxxxlove.tumblr.com, simply because I have been reblogging/liking all the posts that I like so much that it's taking up all of my time.
I might or might not update here, depending on whether I feel like it or not. I will promise this, and it may just as well be a broken promise. (I've always believed in: Promises are meant to be broken.)
Blogger I still love you, just that, Tumblr killed you.
x x x
P.S. @sherylinistic I know you'll read this, don't be sad kk HEHEHE I might come back after a while ^^ BLOG ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY PREASE!!!
I might or might not update here, depending on whether I feel like it or not. I will promise this, and it may just as well be a broken promise. (I've always believed in: Promises are meant to be broken.)
Blogger I still love you, just that, Tumblr killed you.
x x x
P.S. @sherylinistic I know you'll read this, don't be sad kk HEHEHE I might come back after a while ^^ BLOG ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY PREASE!!!
Friday, May 7, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Big dreams
(Posted this a two days back in Twitlonger. I want this post to be part of my blogger a a form of back-up.)
After I was done with Handle With Care, my mind was bursting with thoughts, for about two days, and now I can't really remember as I'm tryna recall to pen it down.
1. I've been thinking about 爸爸 a lot these days, must be because of tomb-sweeping that day, like how Dajie cried so easily at seeing the very handsome and young photograph of him at the temple while I stood by her side not knowing what to do. I think she was the only one who cried. I tried looking closely at Mama's, Kor's & Fei's eyes, none of them were teary/red.
Thereafter every little little things triggered my memory of him. Like how this glass of drink I bought at the NTUC while shopping for Sis's BBQ (i never knew what's it called in Eng but in Chinese it's called 蛇草水 (?) which he used to sell and it was my all-time favourite drink because it was gassy & simply awesome!), how he held on to the old sofa for dear life because the floor was too wet thanks to me noobz mopping the floor and now the sofa is gone forever!
I don't know how does this link to Handle With Care. It just do. About life, death and everything in between.
2. I really really don't think I can take it being a mother. How selfless one can be to give it ALL for their child, straining the r/s with the other child, best friends, and even their spouse, resulting in a near-divorce.
Charlotte (not our dear Char-Lot-Teh), the mother in the book of Willow's & Amelia's, risked it ALL. I can NEVER take that chance.
How terribly wrong when negligence and the lack of love are mixed with rebellious, angry, and protective thoughts - Amelia became bulimic and inflicting self-harm, trying to cope with her feelings, for trying to feel "right". Yes as a mother we want the best for our child. I don't think I am able to give my child the best, so why let them suffer by coming into this world?
3. Then came a string of ethical/unethical questions of LIFE. Abortion. Pros and cons. What right do you have to end a life that was suppose to live? What rights do you have to let it live? So what if it's precious when the world is a horrible horrible terrible vegetable place to live in?
& if you happen to be Catholic? You cannot abort. So you are stucked with the child till eternity. What if you do abort? You'd be judged for being not religious enough.
(To hell with what others think seriously.)
4. The question that I have in mind since ages and it is reoccurring yet again: Is what you are fighting for, worth it, worth it all? Are you worth the fight? Are you really really worth it?
Charlotte fought so hard to get $8 million for Willow. Apparently, Willow was the most important person in her life and Willow was definitely worth fighting for. Yet, Willow drowned herself by accident. She didn't even struggle for her life. She couldn't anyway, or else her bones would break. So what does the $8 million amount to? Nil. Nothing. Zilch. Nada. Kosong (like the prata w/o egg)! They didn't even cash in the damn cheque!!
5. Anything is possible. Nothing is impossible. Don't live life with regrets. Live life without regrets. Live, and let live. Live. Laugh. Love.
6. Deal with differences accordingly.
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My bottom line (geddit, below the line?): Handle With Care is life-changing. I like (Y)! I really want to read more of her books. It's gonna be like, my Bible or sth HAHAHA kiddingz omfg.
Oh i just realized how much Literature brings joy to me. Sadly O's were a gone case ah. Shit la you Shakespeare, and Helena, & Hermia, & Lysander & Demetrius and your stupid love-potion! & Puck & Oberon & Titania & Theseus & Hippolyta (like hippopotamus like that -.-!) & Romeo & Juliet were only good because of Leonardo DiCaprio :D
I have big dreams that I want to achieve by the time I graduate from poly:
x My heart-shape polaroids on the wall
x My photoblog (nuff' said)
x Driver's license (if the 21yo rule is not valid)
x GPA 4.0 for at least one sem (no kiddingz)
x Travelling on my own and/or w friends (no matter how dangerous it is)
x Master Photoshop/illustrator/Dreamweaver/wtv
x Be my own columnist ^^
x Keep old friends and make new ones!
x Blog diligently, (even if via Twitlonger ^^)
x Be comfortable with my own body
Because i can't think of anything else to write,
x x
After I was done with Handle With Care, my mind was bursting with thoughts, for about two days, and now I can't really remember as I'm tryna recall to pen it down.
1. I've been thinking about 爸爸 a lot these days, must be because of tomb-sweeping that day, like how Dajie cried so easily at seeing the very handsome and young photograph of him at the temple while I stood by her side not knowing what to do. I think she was the only one who cried. I tried looking closely at Mama's, Kor's & Fei's eyes, none of them were teary/red.
Thereafter every little little things triggered my memory of him. Like how this glass of drink I bought at the NTUC while shopping for Sis's BBQ (i never knew what's it called in Eng but in Chinese it's called 蛇草水 (?) which he used to sell and it was my all-time favourite drink because it was gassy & simply awesome!), how he held on to the old sofa for dear life because the floor was too wet thanks to me noobz mopping the floor and now the sofa is gone forever!
I don't know how does this link to Handle With Care. It just do. About life, death and everything in between.
2. I really really don't think I can take it being a mother. How selfless one can be to give it ALL for their child, straining the r/s with the other child, best friends, and even their spouse, resulting in a near-divorce.
Charlotte (not our dear Char-Lot-Teh), the mother in the book of Willow's & Amelia's, risked it ALL. I can NEVER take that chance.
How terribly wrong when negligence and the lack of love are mixed with rebellious, angry, and protective thoughts - Amelia became bulimic and inflicting self-harm, trying to cope with her feelings, for trying to feel "right". Yes as a mother we want the best for our child. I don't think I am able to give my child the best, so why let them suffer by coming into this world?
3. Then came a string of ethical/unethical questions of LIFE. Abortion. Pros and cons. What right do you have to end a life that was suppose to live? What rights do you have to let it live? So what if it's precious when the world is a horrible horrible terrible vegetable place to live in?
& if you happen to be Catholic? You cannot abort. So you are stucked with the child till eternity. What if you do abort? You'd be judged for being not religious enough.
(To hell with what others think seriously.)
4. The question that I have in mind since ages and it is reoccurring yet again: Is what you are fighting for, worth it, worth it all? Are you worth the fight? Are you really really worth it?
Charlotte fought so hard to get $8 million for Willow. Apparently, Willow was the most important person in her life and Willow was definitely worth fighting for. Yet, Willow drowned herself by accident. She didn't even struggle for her life. She couldn't anyway, or else her bones would break. So what does the $8 million amount to? Nil. Nothing. Zilch. Nada. Kosong (like the prata w/o egg)! They didn't even cash in the damn cheque!!
5. Anything is possible. Nothing is impossible. Don't live life with regrets. Live life without regrets. Live, and let live. Live. Laugh. Love.
6. Deal with differences accordingly.
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My bottom line (geddit, below the line?): Handle With Care is life-changing. I like (Y)! I really want to read more of her books. It's gonna be like, my Bible or sth HAHAHA kiddingz omfg.
Oh i just realized how much Literature brings joy to me. Sadly O's were a gone case ah. Shit la you Shakespeare, and Helena, & Hermia, & Lysander & Demetrius and your stupid love-potion! & Puck & Oberon & Titania & Theseus & Hippolyta (like hippopotamus like that -.-!) & Romeo & Juliet were only good because of Leonardo DiCaprio :D
I have big dreams that I want to achieve by the time I graduate from poly:
x My heart-shape polaroids on the wall
x My photoblog (nuff' said)
x Driver's license (if the 21yo rule is not valid)
x GPA 4.0 for at least one sem (no kiddingz)
x Travelling on my own and/or w friends (no matter how dangerous it is)
x Master Photoshop/illustrator/Dreamweaver/wtv
x Be my own columnist ^^
x Keep old friends and make new ones!
x Blog diligently, (even if via Twitlonger ^^)
x Be comfortable with my own body
Because i can't think of anything else to write,
x x
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